Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.
Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.
Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...
Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.
Then go back on drug and **** shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.
A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.
He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class **** while I come from poor stock.
No living room just a small cold room with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturbate to internet porn all night, reducing testosterone levels more.
Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.
Three weeks after quitting propecia my dick and balls shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose muscle, good looks and job.
Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.
Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.
Should I be mad at all these characters?
Is it my fault, theirs, a bit of both or what? Should I get revenge?
Where does blame lie:
1)me for buying drug
2)aspie for lying about the flat then trying and succeeding to make my life a misery and thus making susceptibilty to drug sides worse, rendering me impotent for life?
3)Landlord for not watching the flat, allowing it to be grotty and unclean,not vetting flatmates and crucially not letting me move out and being threatening in doing so
4)Previous flatmate who knew I took propecia and had sides but didn't warn me and told friends about viagra, plus left the flat leaving me to have to find a new one
5)Previous workmate who tried to make my life a misery but harassing me and making insinuations about my background, sexuality etc
6)the drug company Merck
7)the spivs who sold me it online without warning
THANKS FOR READING PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR THOUGHTSLife ruined please help who's to blame?
It's not mature, nor is it helpful, to blame other people for your problems. That being said, it's also important not to blame yourself. Clearly mistakes were made by many different people which caused difficulty in your life, but all you can do it try to move past it. I'm sure it's not that simple, but dwelling on who's to blame and getting revenge will do nothing. You need to just relax and realize the only way you'll be happy again is to get over it. Take initiative and do things for yourself that make you happy. Seek out friends who care about you or even just listen to music if that puts you in a good mood. Life can be difficult, so sometimes you need to put in the effort to be happy. Your life may seem to be in ruins, but it's up to you to rebuild it. And you can, but you need to have a positive attitude. So just try your best to move on and do what you can to be happy. I'm sorry about all the pain you've endured.Life ruined please help who's to blame?
You are to blame, you made the choices that led to this.
Stop blaming and try living. Read the guy above.
Man honestly. Dont blame anybody but your self. So what if you had hair loss? But sometimes we make decisions with out thinking about the consequences.Maybe You should just work and worry about getting your life back together other than worry about your hair your workmates etc. good luck
take responsibility for your own life. I know life seems difficult. but you hopefully get out what you put in.
sometimes all your hard work is for nothing . then you can choose to
give in and fall apart or you can find a way to improve on things.
I know life is not easy.
My life is a total struggle, but when i compare my life with some others, i really have it good.
yet i am not sure whether i want to go on anyway
ultimatly, life is just choices. hopefully you can make good choices
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