2012年1月29日星期日

Who's to blame for my horrible life?

Seven years ago start taking drug finasteride aka propecia for hair loss.


Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.


Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.


Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...


Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.


Then go back on drug and d!)Q shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.


A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.


He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class tw@t while I come from poor stock.





No living room just a small cold room with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturb8 to internet porn all night, reducing testosterone levels more.


Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.





Three weeks after quitting propecia my diq and ballz shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose muscle, good looks and job.


Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.


Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.





Should I be mad at all these characters?





Is it my fault, theirs, a bit of both or what? Should I get revenge?





Where does blame lie:


1)me for buying drug


2)aspie for lying about the flat then trying and succeeding to make my life a misery and thus making susceptibilty to drug sides worse, rendering me imp0tent for life?


3)Landlord for not watching the flat, allowing it to be grotty and unclean,not vetting flatmates and crucially not letting me move out and being threatening in doing so


4)Previous flatmate who knew I took propecia and had sides but didn't warn me and told friends about viagra, plus left the flat leaving me to have to find a new one


5)Previous workmate who tried to make my life a misery but harassing me and making insinuations about my background, sexuality etc


6)the drug company Merck


7)the spivs who sold me it online without warningWho's to blame for my horrible life?
Ok, don't you think you've posted this enough now??


People have answered you, what else do you want them to say??


I'm sorry you've had such a rough time, but what is the point in continuously asking on here if you're just going to ignore what people say to you??


Maybe you should just own this yourself, and instead of trying to blame people, take responsibility for your life.


I think if you need advice, ask people who can actually help you!!


The people on here can only do so much.


Good luck, Take care.Who's to blame for my horrible life?
You won't like this but you are responsible for your own life warts and all. You made the choice to buy a drug via the internet etc etc. Tomorrow is the first day of your life now go and make some researched choices and take responsibility for yourself.
dont blame anyone... You did do something wrong by buying the drugs, but dont make people take the blame. also dont put it all on urself. If you do, then you cant proceed much in life through guilt.
You are your own responsibility after you turn 19. Grow up and get your life together
How many times are you going to post this question???
you're responsible for your life and actions. so suck it up.
You ask this same question over and over again, why not give it a rest?
Do you really think I'd read all this?
god get over yourself!!!





you cant blame everyone else for your sh!t choices in life.





1. if you werent so vain about your hair loss you wouldnt have libido problems. If you didnt waste ur money on the drugs you could have a better quality of life, if you looked around you could get a better apartment.





SUCK IT UP. your choices, your problem.
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