My awful life - my fault?

Seven years ago start taking drug finasteride aka propecia for hair loss.


Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.


Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.


Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...


Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.


Then go back on drug and **** shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.


A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.


He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class **** while I come from poor stock.





No living room just a small cold room with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturbate all night, reducing testosterone levels more.


Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.





Three weeks after quitting propecia my dick and balls shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose muscle, good looks and job.


Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.


Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.





Should I be mad at all these characters?





Is it my fault, theirs, abit of both or what? Should I get revenge?My awful life - my fault?
Hey man, you've asked this question in various wordings repeatedly over the last few days. You're not going to find the answers on here. I think you need to talk to someone properly - call the Samaritans, speak to a minister, go see a counsellor. If you're thinking twice about suicide then it's clearly not the answer.


Revenge? On who? The guy with aspergers obviously has his own problems, and although he hasn't treated you nicely I don't think you can take everything out on him. Your landlord too has treated you infairly but most of this isn't his fault. It seems like the drug is the main cause of most of your problems, but you probably can't sue the company cos they probably warn about potential side effects like the ones you experienced. Therefore stop thinking about how to get revenge and start thinking about how you are going to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, hold your head high and build a new life like a real man. Whatever doesn't kill you can only make you stronger. Good luck, and don't be afraid to talk through your feelings with someone who'll listen.My awful life - my fault?
Is that all true or are you just a Troll?