2012年1月29日星期日

Who to blame for my mess - Thatcher and Reagan?

Seven years ago start taking drug finasteride aka propecia for hair loss.


Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.


Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.


Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...


Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.


Then go back on drug and d!)Q shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.


A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.


He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class tw@t while I come from poor stock.





No living room just a small cold room with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturb8 to internet porn all night, reducing testosterone levels more.


Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.





Three weeks after quitting propecia my diq and ballz shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose muscle, good looks and job.


Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.


Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.





Should I be mad at all these characters?





Is it my fault, theirs, a bit of both or what? Should I get revenge?





Where does blame lie:


1)me for buying drug


2)aspie for lying about the flat then trying and succeeding to make my life a misery and thus making susceptibilty to drug sides worse, rendering me imp0tent for life?


3)Landlord for not watching the flat, allowing it to be grotty and unclean,not vetting flatmates and crucially not letting me move out and being threatening in doing so


4)Previous flatmate who knew I took propecia and had sides but didn't warn me and told friends about viagra, plus left the flat leaving me to have to find a new one


5)Previous workmate who tried to make my life a misery but harassing me and making insinuations about my background, sexuality etc


6)the drug company Merck


7)Thatcher and Reagan for allowing a culture of rampant greed and underfunding of the FDA leading to it becoming susceptible to Big Pharma creating useless dangerous drugs


7)the spivs who sold me it online without warningWho to blame for my mess - Thatcher and Reagan?
When assigning proper blame, Reagan and Thatcher are never a bad place to start but I personally always prefer to blame Fredrich Nietzsche first because I consider him the most famous and influential of the new age prophets of the antisocial selfishness culture. Milton Friedman is an oft overlooked and underappreciated blame magnet probably responsible for more economic oppression, suffering and deprivation than Reagan and Thatcher combined. Oh sure, you could work your way down the litany of liars and hustlers you encountered on your path but I always like to focus on the fundamentals, and I like to work with recurring themes. So, that's the order of things and you don't really need to dig much deeper... whenever anything unfavorable occurs in your life, always remember:


Nietzsche


Friedman


Reagan


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Thatcher


You'll never find a better collection to blame.Who to blame for my mess - Thatcher and Reagan?
stop playing the blame game and start solving problems.
I believe it was the Reagans who coined the phrase, ';Just say No to Drugs';. Its not their fault if you did not listen.
Its sounds like your so full of shi-e and self pity, that you will try and pin the tail of blame on any poor donkey, when its you who are the ***,you will live and die a sad lonely person unless you can find the strength to fight you own demons
How about blaming yourself for not taking the time to do any personal research?


I had thought that you Brits were more into personal responsibility than most Americans, but your monumental whine now has me wondering!


You however, seem to take the cake when it comes to ignoring personal responsibility. Why not just blame your mommy for choosing to have children with a bald guy and then trying to make you into the daughter she actually wanted?
Hey - It's not all smiles and smelling roses - somewhere in that essay you need to admit to yourself that you had the choice and chose poorly


or - opt to spend the rest of your life as a victim andlook to as many people to blame as you can


Pick yourself up, dust yourself down, find intestinal fortitude and move on

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