My awful life - my fault?

Seven years ago start taking drug finasteride aka propecia for hair loss.


Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.


Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.


Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...


Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.


Then go back on drug and cock shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.


A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.


He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class **** while I come from poor stock.





No living room just a small cold room with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturbate all night, reducing testosterone levels more.


Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.





Three weeks after quitting propecia my dick and balls shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose muscle, good looks and job.


Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.


Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.





Should I be mad at all these characters?My awful life - my fault?
What would getting mad achieve? (Valid though it may seem)


Look for elsewhere and then give notice. Seek medical help/My awful life - my fault?
Sounds as if you are already mad with all these characters.


Maybe should see doctor over shrinkage and muscle loss problems
you should post that on MLIA.
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just 1 thing that started all of this STOP THE DRUGS!!! private parts is where our dignity comes from ur cock shrinks then ur dignity shrinks along with ur courage 2 fight back. try 2 b more successfulf uture wat helps is ur dignity. and make more and lots of friends. grownups wonder y kids r willingly go 2 school cuz of how popular our friends make us. friends is the reason we go 2 school. it gives us reason 2 live, die, and relive our lives.
You sure are having a rough time of it. It`s not your fault, and they certainly are not friends, but surely living with someone with Aspergers will only add to your own problems. Get out now, look for a quieter flat to share. Landlord is trying it on, you have your rights. If you live in England go to the citizens Advice Bureau. Don`t sign the lease, he is taking advantage of you, he can`t just throw you out if you have been paying for your room, and can prove it, but you staying there, will only make you more unwell. They tell lies about you!, then keep your distance from them. As for impotency, give your body a chance, you`ve just come off the medicine. The testosterone replacement therapy will kick in, give it a chance. Good Luck.