Who is to blame for my horrible life?

seven years ago start taking drug finasteride aka propecia for hair loss.


Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.


Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.


Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...


Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.


Then go back on drug and **** shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.


A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.


He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class **** while I come from poor stock.





No living room just a small cold bedroom with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturbate to internet porn all night, reducing testosterone levels more.


Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.





Three weeks after quitting propecia my dick and balls shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose muscle, good looks and job.


Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.


Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.





Should I be mad at all these characters?





Is it my fault, theirs, a bit of both or what? Should I get revenge?





Where does blame lie:


1)me for buying drug


2)aspie for lying about the flat then trying and succeeding to make my life a misery and thus making susceptibilty to drug sides worse, rendering me impotent for life?


3)Landlord for not watching the flat, allowing it to be grotty and unclean,not vetting flatmates and crucially not letting me move out and being threatening in doing so


4)Previous flatmate who knew I took propecia and had sides but didn't warn me and told friends about viagra, plus left the flat leaving me to have to find a new one


5)Previous workmate who tried to make my life a misery but harassing me and making insinuations about my background, sexuality etc


6)the drug company Merck


7)the spivs who sold me it online without warning





will i EVER BE ABLE TO HAVE KIDSWho is to blame for my horrible life?
hope you are able to have kids


you are obviously a really responsible guy!!! and god knows the world needs more people like yourselfWho is to blame for my horrible life?
this question is too long, no one is going to read it. But my guess is that all of you are to blame to an extent. Since when does the blame always have to rest on one person?
Blame Obama, it makes life easier.
Q. ';Who is to blame for my horrible life?';





A. Yourself. You are an adult and EVERY adult has choices.
Well, you sure made me feel better about my life, that's for sure.
are you kidding who will read your sob story it is tooo long.





keep it simple just like life
just to let you know that no one will read a question if it is an essay (me included) soo sorrry :(


xxx
I would suggest you find out how you can evict the person you are sharing your home with, and sue for damages to your property, you could try the Citizens Advice Bureau


As for having children it takes two to Tango, your best bet is to have a fertility test a sperm count will tell you what your chances are.


I would when you get rid of your flatmate go for Counselling and see if you can find out the underling issues that you have, it would seem that you are blaming yourself for all that has gone wrong with your life and not circumstance's that have happened around you.
You can rant and rave against all those people online all you want, but I'm not sure what good any of it will do. My advice, for what it's worth? Kick your obnoxious roomie out of your apartment and discuss your drug and landlord problems with your doctor and a licensed attorney. They should be able to help you determine what (if anything) you can do to reverse the bad side effects of the drugs you've been taking and whether or not you stand a good chance at successfully filing suit against your landlord, Merck, and/or the people who sold you the drugs online without warning you about its potential side effects.





Good luck!