Who's to blame for my messed up life?

seven years ago start taking drug finasteride aka propecia for hair loss.


Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.


Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.


Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...


Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.


Then go back on drug and **** shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.


A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.


He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class **** while I come from poor stock.





No living room just a small cold bedroom with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturbate to internet porn all night, reducing testosterone levels more.


Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.





Three weeks after quitting propecia my dick and balls shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose muscle, good looks and job.


Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.


Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.





Should I be mad at all these characters?





Is it my fault, theirs, a bit of both or what? Should I get revenge?





Where does blame lie:


1)me for buying drug


2)aspie for lying about the flat then trying and succeeding to make my life a misery and thus making susceptibilty to drug sides worse, rendering me impotent for life?


3)Landlord for not watching the flat, allowing it to be grotty and unclean,not vetting flatmates and crucially not letting me move out and being threatening in doing so


4)Previous flatmate who knew I took propecia and had sides but didn't warn me and told friends about viagra, plus left the flat leaving me to have to find a new one


5)Previous workmate who tried to make my life a misery but harassing me and making insinuations about my background, sexuality etc


6)the drug company Merck


7)the spivs who sold me it online without warning





CHEERS FOR THE ANSWERSWho's to blame for my messed up life?
You for taking the drug without resarch


You for moving in with someone before getting to know them


You for wollowing in self pity and not moving foward with your life.Who's to blame for my messed up life?
You should have looked into the side effects of the drug before taking it. You should have checked out your roommate and landlord better before


moving in. Should have ignored previous workmate. Shouldn't buy drugs online unless you know something about the drug.
Me. I take full responsibility. Sorry 'bout that...


Listen, I'm sorry but that's WAAY to long.. and it looks to serious for the P%26amp;S section.


But good luck with that!


xxx
SUCK MY MUTHERFUCKING D1CK
blame teh government
U!
';cheers for answers';





l.m.f.a.o !
why everyone else of course you had no free will whatsoever!
wow..pretty long there





just blame me and get it over with..thanx..bye
yours for taking the drug and using AGAIN even after you realized it was bad... and yours for staying in the flat.... you should've left and stayed in a motel for a couple of weeks, if it were really as bad as you said.... i know it's not that easy, but easy is not always the best way