Life is hell is it worth going on?

Seven years ago start taking drug finasteride aka propecia for hair loss.

Forgot about side effects and had libido problems while on the drug without knowing why.

Last year move into flatshar to save money for a house - since this recession was supposed to be worst ever and buying was mad we were told.

Flat'mate' turns out to have aspergers - didn't mention this in the ad - and hardly talks, leaves lights out, puts his clothes in my wash, turns off the heating so I'm freezing...

Have panic attack at work mid last year, thought it was because of work harassment but instead was side effect of hormone drug propecia.

Then go back on drug and d!)Q shrinks, finally figure out the cause then stop taking drug.

A week later aspie boy has slashed my leather jacket the horrible bastard cos I looked at him funny.

He couldn't get into nightclubs so was jealous. Plus he was a middle class tw@t while I come from poor stock.



No living room just a small cold room with crap tv so just stay in my room after work, no TV, and masturb8 to internet porn all night, reducing testosterone levels more.

Tried to move out of flat but landlord tells me I have to sign new lease and stay or else move out next day, going back on his word.



Three weeks after quitting propecia my diq and ballz shrink and I'm impotent for life, lose 2 stone in muscle, good looks and job. Now unemployed indefinitely.

Will be on testosterone replacemnet therapy for life which might not even work.

Also should add my old flatmate before the aspie knew I was taking the pills and also Viagra - cos I didn't know why i had no libido- and told my friends behind my back I used viagra but not propecia.



Should I be mad at all these characters?



Is it my fault, theirs, a bit of both or what? Should I get revenge?



Where does blame lie:

1)me for buying drug

2)aspie for lying about the flat then trying and succeeding to make my life a misery and thus making susceptibilty to drug sides worse, rendering me imp0tent for life?

3)Landlord for not watching the flat, allowing it to be grotty, poorly furnished and unclean,not vetting flatmates and crucially not letting me move out and being threatening in doing so

4)Previous flatmate who knew I took propecia and had sides but didn't warn me and told friends about viagra, plus left the flat leaving me to have to find a new one

5)Previous old trollop childless bitter cat loving female workmate who tried to make my life a misery but harassing me and making insinuations about my background, sexuality etc

6)the drug company Merck

7)the spivs who sold me it online without warningLife is hell is it worth going on?
SPAM. This is the millionth time Trojan has posted this question. Trojan, whether this whole thing is true or not, posting it up on here 5 times a day is NOT helping you to be any happier or more healthy, especially as you are ignoring everyone's advice. As for your odd Sectarian crap about Rangers, I'm beginning to worry that you're Scottish- and that's even worse, because you're letting the side down!Life is hell is it worth going on?
try self hypnosis to help you, self hypnosis may cure any problem with unbelievable ways.i use it in common,and it's worked.
Honestly - your fault for buying drugs online. You should only take something your doctor gives you and you should go back for regular checkups.
I know this is a very typical run of the mill answer but i think you should have a word with a doctor, you seem very stressed.

chill out my friend. i dont know about being mad at these 'characters' revenge may seem like a good idea now but it might be cause you arent thinking straight. maybe try this http://www.bswa.org/audio/podcast/Guided



the dhamma talk link wasnt working but u should try that one too.
get drug free and change jobs and seek therapy and get out of that flat its time for change in your life you are stuck in a rut but if you dont change it is your own fault no one elses. No one can stop you from moving out just do it. you are out of excuses and life is worth living and I have had my share of when I thought everyday was black and no hope at all but my mom didnt raise no quitter and no matter what I keep going and I dont take drugs. And dont buy drugs online