Borderline Personality Disorder?

I've been noticing a big change in my behavior recently, and I did some research and it sounds like borderline personality disorder. My parents refuse to take me to a psychologist, so that's why I'm asking you guys.


I noticed these symtpoms for the past couple of months:


-Causing self harm (mostly burning myself)


-onset of an eating disorder


-lack of sleep


-chronic boredom


-violent mood swings


-isolation from family and friends


-not being able to make up my mind on how I feel about people. Some days I love them and some days I hate them.


-impulsive acts (drinking, drugs, cutting off all of my hair, etc.)


-loss of sense of self (dissociation, depersonalization)


-unstable self-image


-getting easily angered and irritated


-Inability to hold a relationship. (I always like them too much in the begining and then upon getting close to them I suddenly realize I don't like them and end the relationship abruptly and unexpectedly)





Is this borderline personality disorder? Or is it something else?Borderline Personality Disorder?
I think you should spend less time trying to diagnose a specific illness, and spend some more time finding a psychiatrist that might be able to get you a diagnosis and some help. What you are describing is not normal.





Good luck.

gloss